3 more Weeks

3 more weeks and I will be leaving Arizona for good.. Since coming over on the very day of March 29th 2008.. It was a happy and sad 2 years in Arizona.. There lots of things happened over when I was here good and bad.. Try out staying alone 10000 miles away from my family.. Learn to cook my own meals.. Wash my own clothes.. Drive few hundreds miles from one state to another state.. work in a harsh environment like extreme hot weather from 120 degree F to extreme cold weather around 30 to 40 degree F.. I also got married with my beloved Jerlyn.. Learn to take care of her when she comes over.. Go to many places with her to enjoy.. Sharing joy and sadness with her.. There so many things that I have done over here in Arizona that bring me more joy than sadness.. I really hate to leave this place but sad to say its time to move on.. thou not all is good about Arizona.. The very bad coming from the work here which I will not talk much about it.. most of the things are really good memories..

17th Feb 2010 Wed - Went back to work.. Getting more restless at work.. but still work as hard as those who just came from Singapore..

18th to 19th Feb 2010 Thurs to Fri - Feeling the stress from work as going back Singapore will have more shit to solve than here..

20th Feb 2010 Sat - Raining all day.. Having stomach upset doesn't know why.. went to Costco with Jerlyn and the guys to grab last items to pack into boxes..

21st Feb 2010 Sun - Stomach still punishing me.. Went to Arrowhead Mall and Lee Lee Supermarket with Jerlyn.. Saw Darren and family along the way..

22nd to 25th Feb 2010 Mon to Thurs - Work till like a zombie.. Not having enough sleep..

26th Feb 2010 Fri - A safety day for the Squadron and also naming ceremony for the new guys.. An event that just want to make people drunk.. On this day you will know many friends and enemies that you have..

Now that going back Singapore is nearer.. I also got to think about my future too.. To stay or not to stay.. that is the ultimate question.. The good thing about working in Arizona is there is quality time given for me to spend time with Jerlyn like most American companies focus.. They focus on families more than their work.. Whereas Singaporean focus on career more than their families.. And for me staying in the force does not give me time to build my family.. But to leave the force also need a lot of courage.. What can I do after I leave the force? Should I study and work part time after leaving the force? Does Jerlyn cope with her job well so that I should leave the force with ease of mind? Does the force let me do the stuff that I wanted to do instead of forcing more people to leave? Do I have time to spend with my beloved Jerlyn to build a family around us? Do I have the money to buy a love nest? There so many questions I couldn't solve.. What should I really do when I get back?