Failed my IPPT

Failed my IPPT. Was having that feeling that I could pass my IPPT but I still failed. Only by 26 seconds. Thou I have improved from the previous attempt which was 14 minutes plus, but I still failed. My mind was all about stone cold creamery ice cream which Jerlyn promised to treat me if I pass. But it didn't happened. Now my whole body is aching like hell. my left knee is having this pain that when I walk down the stairs, it will be very painful.

Had a worse week of my life. Working morning on Monday, working night on Tuesday, working mid shift on Wednesday, working morning on Thursday and then working night again on Friday. I was like working in a curve shift, everyday I was in different shift. My body clock went haywire. I was sleeping in different time of the day on five consecutive days. After watching undercover boss, I really think America have better bosses.

Got to finish my assignment by this weekend, with this kind of shift work, one would think how can I finish my assignment on time. Luckily I forced myself to submit my assignment one week advance and then do the necessary amendment later. I have been missing quite a lot of lessons because of work. Really tired in my job. I trying my best to hang it on, but the time to let go will surely come soon.

Back to Shift Work

Just as I studying how shift work affect our life and health in my OSHE2630 lesson, I was told to go back to shift work. Reasons given because there is not enough people, so they need me back to shift work. But after I went back to shift work, there are still not enough people to cover the shift. Now I'm missing my lessons because of work, I had to catch up the lost time. Assignment deadline is near I had to push myself. My health is getting weaker, keep falling sick. Is it because too long didn't work night, still needed time to adjust. I still haven't pass my IPPT too.

Seem like my mind has decided. But still have some fear in it. Should I or Should I not? I was told to go for the next overseas task in Indonesia. But the task will take 10 weeks to complete. 10 weeks is 2 and half months, no one wanted to go because of the long period. Who want to go there for 10 weeks leaving their family behind? After much complaint, they decided to have rotation. But still have to stay around 5 weeks there. If I go 10 weeks, I might as well fail my exams. Now was told to go 5 weeks, I was reluctant but no choice. Now there news that there might be 3 rotations, seems like its getting interesting but I think it is plan to fail. Let see what will happen next.

Planned my anniversary trip with Jerlyn. Can't say that was fully planned as I have only booked the resort till now. Ironically we are going to Bali, Indonesia for our 3rd anniversary. After I booked the resort, then I was told about the oversea task. Anyway our anniversary will be push back as my anniversary falls on my exams period. So we decided to go after next year Chinese new year, so we can avoid giving red packets haha.